#49

The more time I spend with my older Son, the more I realize how much I really treasure his time. As a kid he is so all over the place. I used to think it was a lack of focus,or an overwhelming urge to go wild man and that it was a phase he would have to get past. He has taught me the opposite.

He thinks incredibly fast. I often get told to slow down at work by more than a handful of people for different reasons. Some need to catch up, some are worried I will burn out. Some are stuck in thought telling me I might be wrong.

Still, there are times when Trevor makes me that catch up guy, and while it is only momentary it's crazy to think his mind spins that fast.

I'm impressed so much by him. He does go wild man at times but he is a boy. He loves and smiles and is sweet, and truly cares about others and playing as hard as he does is an extension of that.

I love the time we have and it is truly irreplaceable.